u would think that in the month weve been out of school at least one of my friends might have thought “hey u know I should see if emma k wants to come” when theyre planning to get together. like I see them online and shit meeting up p regularly in the squad we hung out in in school and im just. never invited???
and at this point i guess im just used to it but im trying to make plans w one of my friends and she stopped replying bc she was hanging out w everyone else and. they know im in town but im almost entirely sure they just forget i exist and im too tired to be angry i just want to be included once in a while. i haven’t even talked to some of them in a month and they probably don’t notice. so its fine im fine. whatever.


